终于可以写了...这个烂鬼msn改版改得太糟糕了..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

终于熬回家了..第一次模考..说实话..感觉不太好...有点慌...虽然我老是摆出一副很自信的样子...大概我也只能这样了...呵...

吃了两个星期的饭盒...天啊...还要再吃一个星期啊...什么道理啊...!我要疯了..........pain...~!

拿了salice的眼镜盒来用~哈哈~~被蘑菇头说中了~~其实我不是很喜欢那个盒子~只是salice用过我才想要...哈哈~~哈哈~~占有欲真强~~今天刘说我那个salice~~怎么会呢~~我们是very best friends~~所以大家不要再说我们了~~我们绝对会是永远的好朋友~~哈哈~~~我很爱护她的~~注意..是爱护~~不是爱...汗..哈哈~~~~

那天,Ms. Zhu问我，“Sean,到时报志愿的首选是什么啊？”

“我想考北外保送，我没想过我会考不到。”

天啊..我是从什么时候变得那么自负的...虽然我认为那不是难事..但开始有点慌了..我怕我真的考不到.....从上学到现在,我的求学路都是很顺利的,上深小时，我本来不够年龄的,后来在一百多个人里抽十个人，竟然抽中我了...哈哈...考外语初中时,分数比分数线高一分..汗..初三考保送时，我是第一批保送78人里的第78名(后来保送一百多人)...真是的..哈哈..我觉得这是命运,虽然我不是很信命理,但我觉得这就是我的命.这一次高三要考北外保送的目标,我觉得是理所当然的,也是我的命.虽然我也想去其它更好的学校,但我觉得我的能力有限,去北外对我来说应该是最好的吧..?起码我身边的人都说去北外很适合我...但这一次...我会考上吗..?应该会吧...就算考不上,我也不会很失落,那是我的命..我开始相信命运了......

今晚就要去学校了，还有好多作业没有做......呵呵...过了一个非常轻松的暑假,我想,其他人一定是很充实吧..?我也很充实..玩得很充实~~哈哈~~~

20天的假期，那么快就过去了。

要努力了！

“过去的两年，浪费也就浪费了。”这是我班主任说的，我挺赞成的，不管过去怎样，现在要抓紧了！

发奋！加油！

哈哈~

大家加油啊！！！！

I did it!!How jubilant i am!! I eventually managed to buy the Love&Love chain for my love as a brithday gift...the tremendous expense,which is within my expectation,drives me impoverished...!Oh christ....but it's worth it,as long as it makes my love happy~~anyway i deserve it myself~

what i still cannot manage is that endless homework remains to be done......i am insane..!gotta go to school the day after tomorrow,i hate my vacation passing so fast but with so much homework...!what the hell am i goin' to do when back to school..? not ever dare i imagine it...

life would be fucking tough...!oh jesus....

With copious homework undone,i still sit on my ass in front of the computer,as i did in the first half of my brief vacation,wandering through the internet aimlessly. How hard it is to settle down...As long as i pick up my pen,the indolence pulls me back.It's of course a waste of time spending a whole afternoon even a day doing nothing,which i can figure out myself,however getting down on business is really a tough movement...How could this ever happen to me as i am now in a very fundamental time of my life..`? Really mad,i must got...

Another typhoon came just after the last one went,which had cost tremendous economic lost. Raining & blowing heavily outside,hardly can i open the windows of the house 'cause they may easily be blown down once opened.That's the power of nature,neither prosperity nor high-technology can defeat...I wanna feel the magic power,feel the great wind,it is great fun to have the strong wind blown all over the body,but as mentioned,i can't open the windows to let the wind in,so i just sat by the window and the watch the trees bending and clothes hanged on the rope swinging...incredible...~~~

Thinking of my buddies~~depressingly,seldom do they send me sms or get me through qq...really a boring life i m living...Maybe they r working hard on study,as what the senior 3 students should be doin',hoping to reap a harvest in the next year~~~Feel confused and lost as i figure out the fact that i will be competing against thousands of students in the following days...and don't know what am i goin' to get...all i know is that the harder i work now,the more possible it is for me to get the admission to a better college...i can feel the pressure,inwards and outwards,which makes me loaded with sadness and insanity..oh jesus....

Missing someone desperately..i've sent 6 or so sms and have no reply...in despair...yesterday i went to the mix'c,check at the Love&Love counter..OH god..the chains are so expensive..but i will try my best on that...'cause i wanna buy the love chain as present for someone's 18th birthday~~and that's y i wanna choose Love & Love~~~

lalalala~~~missing u....Love & Love~~~